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Writer's Block: Multiple Personalities

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There's A, who is somehow geeky and scientis-ty and loves lab work. She has cero interest in the world and feels uncomfortable when men pay attention to her. She loves sci-fy and is a massive consumer of non sexual content fanfic. She wants to have one day her own lab or research industry. Her future is planned and organized. She dosen't see the point of romantic relationships. she dosen't makes friends easily but once she considers you her friend she will be the most loyal friend you could have. 

There is C., who is a poetry writer, equal rights activist, writer of politic essays and reader of too deep stuff. She makes friends easily and will hear you all night if you know how to tell a story. She is the one that not only talks with men but also eats them for breakfast. She is convinced women are far superior than men and seems to be right so far. She wants to be president because to be emperor of the world seems like too much trouble. 

There is A. C., who is very relaxed, messy as hell, massive consumer of poetry, pop culture, rom-com movies and period books. She wants to be an historian or a librarian. She is most happy in an old library or bookstore surrounded by books and the smell of old paper and knowledge. She stills day dreams about meeting the man of her life, have a glorious family and  retire to a horse farm. 

And there is L who just wants be out doors, dreams about jumping from a plane and from the Angel fall in Venezuela. She wants to be and adventurer like Lara Croft but far more BAMF. She is competitive and reckless. Knows about weapons and martial arts and has beaten once or twice a few men that touch her with out her permission. She will make friends easily but has too much expectations about her friends. She will give you her full undivided attention for days at a time if there is something new and exiting she could learn from you. She is still bummed about not being an astronaut or an experimental pilot. 

And finally there is me.  Who lives with all of them in my head and has to plays referee to them all :)
Introduce all your different personalities.

leaving Facebook.

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ok. So I just deactivate my FB account. wow, I was expending way to much time there, really and truly adicted to the dam thing. 

Tena, Cundinamarca. Colombia

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This pictures are from the central region of my country. A specially moist and full of mountains region. 
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Mississippi Personhood Amendment

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Originally posted by gabrielleabelle at Mississippi Personhood Amendment
Okay, so I don't usually do this, but this is an issue near and dear to me and this is getting very little no attention in the mainstream media.

Mississippi is voting on November 8th on whether to pass Amendment 26, the "Personhood Amendment". This amendment would grant fertilized eggs and fetuses personhood status.

Putting aside the contentious issue of abortion, this would effectively outlaw birth control and criminalize women who have miscarriages. This is not a good thing.

Jackson Women's Health Organization is the only place women can get abortions in the entire state, and they are trying to launch a grassroots movement against this amendment. This doesn't just apply to Mississippi, though, as Personhood USA, the group that introduced this amendment, is trying to introduce identical amendments in all 50 states.

What's more, in Mississippi, this amendment is expected to pass. It even has Mississippi Democrats, including the Attorney General, Jim Hood, backing it.

The reason I'm posting this here is because I made a meager donation to the Jackson Women's Health Organization this morning, and I received a personal email back hours later - on a Sunday - thanking me and noting that I'm one of the first "outside" people to contribute.

So if you sometimes pass on political action because you figure that enough other people will do something to make a difference, make an exception on this one. My RSS reader is near silent on this amendment. I only found out about it through a feminist blog. The mainstream media is not reporting on it.

If there is ever a time to donate or send a letter in protest, this would be it.

What to do?

- Read up on it. Wake Up, Mississippi is the home of the grassroots effort to fight this amendment. Daily Kos also has a thorough story on it.

- If you can afford it, you can donate at the site's link.

- You can contact the Democratic National Committee to see why more of our representatives aren't speaking out against this.

- Like this Facebook page to help spread awareness.

My life philosophy

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I believe that if it is alive it deserves to be respected.
Live by itself is a wonderful miracle.

I believe there is a motor force in the universe that has as many names as manifestations. 
The way you call it depends on your language and culture but it is the same thing with many many names. 

I believe in diversity. Every single one of us has a different understanding of the world. 
We don't need to agree on everything but we do need to respect the others point of view.
We are only humans, chances are we all are mistaken about everything. 

I believe hate comes from fear, and we  fear what we don't know, what it is hard to understand for us.
I believe that if you hate you are a lazy human.
It is more easy to hate than to try to know and understand. 

I believe love, to love and be loved, is the most precious thing we posses.
Love can create and can destroy, so be careful with it.

I believe knowledge is the most powerful weapon. 
Ignorance is the most vulnerable state.
Desperation is a bad counselor.
And faith is the most dangerous thing. 

I believe we, humans, are the most dangerous species on earth. 
I believe there is people that just was borne good or evil. 
but they are a minority. For the rest of us is a conscious decision.  
We can choose what to be. And we need to choose every second of our lives.

I believe old people needs to be respected.
They hold first hand knowledge on life.
They are a lot more closer to understand... everything.

I believe everything does happen for a reason.
And that reason is to learn from it.
And difficult situations do teach you a lot more.

I believe we only have one chance at life.
so we should try and do the best of it. 

the need to tell

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Should I tell you?
Give you part of my burden.
Load your heart with my sadness.

Should I stay silent.
Let you believe everything is normal
Don't allow you to see what is in my heart.

To show you a weakness could be a problem.
To always appear strong is exhausting.

Should I tell you?
let you share my sadness.
wait for an answer that may never come
wait for an answer that I may not like.

Should I speak up?
let you see me cry?
do I even have the right?

Apr. 6th, 2011

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I love who you are when you are with me.
in the darkness of the room
under the covers of your bed
The honest laugh
and the vulnerability I can see.

I love when you hug me
I wish I didn´t have to ask
I love when you smile at me
and squirm under my hands.

I wish you will love me
the same way I love you.
I wish this was real
not just a lie we have create.

"Crushworthy" by R. Eirik Ott

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I want someone
to have a crush on me
for a change

to notice
when I don't come to class
and wonder if I'm okay

to get nervous
when I enter the cafe,
to fumble
with her papers
and books,
to pick at her clothing
and check
her reflection
in salt shakers and napkin holders

to catch her breath
when she sees me from across campus,
tug on her best friend's collar
and point with her eyes
and whisper loudly,
"There he is!"

to run around the block
as quickly
and nonchalantly
as she can
just to walk past me
make eye contact
and smile

to look into my big brown eyes
(such long lashes!)
from across the room
and think, "Yes..."

to look at my full kissing lips
and think, "Oh yes..."

to hear my voice
and imagine
how her name
would sound

if I said it
if I whispered it
if I...

"Oh yes..."

I want someone
to make up nicknames for me

to talk about me in code
"I saw Backpack Boy today
in the library
in the Romantic Lit. secion...

I saw Steel-Toed Boots Boy
talking to some girl
(some girl!)
in the bookstore today..."

I want someone
to go straight home
every night
and check her answering machine
just in case
just in case

and check the phone cord
and check the battery
and check the tape
and make sure the goddamned blinking light
isn't burned out

just in case

I want someone to say,
"You're wrong about him
because you don't know him
the way I know him,"

because she can just tell

that I'm a good person
must be
a good person
gotta be
a good person
because I write poetry about my mom and my cats

and because she likes me so much
for some reason
some unexplainable psychic supernatural reaction
to me


I want someone
to mark her calendar
"He talked to me today"
to wonder
what I would smell like
after a long warm sleep
under a down comforter

to close her eyes
and picture
what our kids would look like

to write silly wretched wonderful
about me

for a change

01. Beggining

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ok. this needs to be bettaed and britpicked. I don't have betta and less of a a britpiker. But I'm posting any way because  I really really need this distrasction right now.

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